I can feel it coming in the air tonight

Is the universe saying SURRENDER? I'm not sure. I should be in bed now, but instead I'm on here needed to express the need to vocalize my fear. It's coming at me from all areas and I have been resisting it, challenging it and defying it. All paths lead back to it.

All the voices are guiding me to it. I'm saturated by it. It's in my ears, in my vision, in my emails...like a tribal chant. I'm invited to more of them, I'm talked into attending something and it's there. It's always there.

Top 10 ways to profoundly affect others.....If you build it they may come....what an opportunity....Power of Attraction...Like, Learn, Trust.....AM I A DREAM KILLER??

It's inescapable. Is this really what I need?

OR IS THIS A CRUEL JOKE. It feels like an episode of Lost that's playing over and over again.

Maybe I'm going mad.